13 June 2008

can't win for losing

do you ever have the moments or seasons of your life when it seems like, no matter how hard you try or home much effort you put in or how absolutely right you are, you still end up being labeled as the source of whatever problem may be at hand?

yeah ... it's felt like that for a few months now. the kicker is, it happened today from someone i didn't expect it from.

now, i'm not naming names or pointing fingers or anything of the sort, but it seems like sometimes, just as you get your hands over the edge of the cliff, there is someone ready to tread down hard on your tentative grasp on freedom and alleviation from the struggle. it just hurts a little bit more than normal when it comes from certain people, people you don't expect it from.

ah ... but why complain. i suppose i'll just start climbing the cliff again, after i dust myself off for a few minutes.

here's to hoping the top is a bit friendlier next time.

peace - b

1 comments:

oleander said...

I guess that in the end it only really matters if you think that what you are doing is best for you. No one else can really know that.